A Daydreamers trip to Reality.

RIP

2009-09-14T17:35:00.000-07:00

So Patrick Swayze is dead. That's depressing. Atleast he isn't in pain anymore

HERRO :B

2009-09-10T13:16:00.000-07:00

Hey dudes. What is up? I am going to see 9 tonight. WHAT. YES. I am excited.

Also I am arting like mad at the moment, I have COMMISSIONS. I am so proud. So far I've made 30$, and I am soo happy. Can't find a job yet which is totally lame, but I will soon I hope. And with it will make money for Comic College! Yes you heard right. Also I need money if I'm going on a trip to Toronto like I want to this May with some friends to go to Anime North, which would be totally awesome.

Well that's that. Have some new art:

HHHRRNGH I WANT

2009-09-07T20:12:00.001-07:00

YO I cannot be the only one who wants to make this. SO COOL

Build me up Buttercup

2009-09-07T13:46:00.001-07:00

Booo I don't update enough. Or ever. I should start. I like talking about myself and pretending people care, hahah.
I WILL TRIUMPH. YOU'LL SEE.
Have some sketchy arts

1. Put your iTunes (or any other media player you may have) on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the meme as well as the person you got the memo from.

I skipped the japanese titled songs. Also, yes I have the musical taste of a disney-obsessed 12 year old. DON'T JUDGE ME.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY? "Keep it real" Jonas Brothers

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY? "Dead and Gone" TI ft. JT (LOLK)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? "Wings of Love" Mickey Mouse and the three musketeers

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? "Part of your world" The Little Mermaid

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? "Ur so gay" Katy Perry (as is the life of a faghag I suppose ahaha)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? "Don't be shy" Another Cinderella Story OST (pfft. yeah right)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? "Our time is here" Demi Lovato and others, Camp Rock OST

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? "Reprise" Jerry Smith, Mulan OST

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE? "The Legend of Miss Baltimore Crabs" Hairspray OST (LOL)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? "Pop! Goes my heart" Hugh Grant, Music and Lyrics OST

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? "The bells of notre dame" THe Hunchback of Notre Dame OST (Word)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? "Vanilla" Gackt, MArs album (FFFFFFFFF)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? "In love with the 80s" Reliant K (HOW did that work out so well? lol)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? "Monkey Chase" The Jungle Book OST

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? "She Wolf" Shakira (OKAYTHEN)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? "Marketplace" Aladdin OST (more like my sisters. ZING)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? "It's Hairspray" Hairspray OST (how did they know?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? "Stranger like me" Tarzan OST

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN? "Mirror" Gackt, Mars

HOW WILL YOU DIE? "Hakuna Matata" THe Lion King OST

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET? "Metamorphoze" Gackt

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH? "Again Again" Lady Gaga

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY? "Its Raining Men" Julia Nunes (out of happiness that is. haha)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED? "Mercy" Duffy (HAH)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST? "Baloo's Blues" THe Jungle Book OST

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU? "My same" Adele (..what?)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE? "LOVER" Cinderella Man OST

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW? "Happy Life Generator" Capsule

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? "Build me up buttercup" The Foundations

YO ASYAA DO THIS MEME.

Sailor Moon again. and how!

2009-05-18T22:30:00.000-07:00

Now that my best bud is back in the B to the Randon, I am so lonely. Tear. What am I doing about this? Pretty much nothing, man am I ever boring, haha. I just hang out on my computer or draw. Usually at the same time actually.

Still watching Live action PGSM. dang, there are a lot of panty shots. It's like re-watching Power Rangers but not. and for girls mainly. And perverts who get off on panty shots. (this is Japan we're talking about). I also have a huge silly girly crush on Tuxedo Mask. Oh my, is he ever cute. I just wish Sailor Venus' wig looked nicer. Even Mercury's looks better. She has blue hair.

Anywaaay, obsessions aside, studying isn't going too well, as always. I really should get my butt in gear. However, I always say that, SO. We shall see.

Here are some random drawings I've done while multitasking between web-surfing and Photoshop CS3. First is Sonya, a weird russian fantasy character pulled from memories of Anastasia. (I'm sorry Katia! lol), second is some random story I had about a runaway and a rookie cop who became friends, third is my newest SUPERHERO TEAM. Soleil is a dancer in real life and has pyro-kinetic gifts. GEDDIT? GEDDIT? Behind her is the ever winged Angel. Who I don't quite have a good name for yet, as Xmen took the obvious one. THANKS A LOT. Atleast he has steam-punk goggles. So ha.

They are the latest in my ever steady stream of awkward yet adorable love interests in stories that probably won't make the light of day.

Lastly are Heidi and Jakob. Because I am impressionable and this is a rehashing of something I've kind of done before, (accidental pregnancies and socially awkward men). So, Heidi is an upbeat sort of person and Jakob is a facts and figure takes things a little too literally kind of person. I really like the Big Bang Theory.

Don't judge me.

(Also, why the the hell is 'Webdings' a font option? Worst font ever? I think so.)

SUPER AWESOME FUN WEEK

2009-05-15T23:36:00.000-07:00

So this week I've been all busy because my best friend ever since the fourth grade was here to hang out. Yay! We saw two movies, Star Trek on tuesday and Wolverine just like an hour ago. Star Trek was AMAZING. Wolverine mostly sucked. Like really bad. Not even Hugh Jackman could save it's awfulness. I may vlog about it later.

I also got my wisdom teeth taken out on thursday. I am recovering quite well, I think. man are those things huge. I got to keep them. :) Gosh I'm weird.

Chekhov~ *swoon* SPOCK~ *swoon*

Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon is my favorite show EVER

2009-05-08T22:05:00.000-07:00

I'm rewatching PGSM: live action for the third or so time. BEST SHOW EVER. THe cheesy affects and cute girls are so appealing. Also I have a rush on the guy who plays Tuxedo Mask. He;s so cute. Everyone should watch this show, even if just for the 'lulz', as they say.

I spent the whole day at my friends house, they're gone on holiday and I am house-sittting so I just hung out and used their studio and did some watercolour trials and stuff like that. I'm so jealous of her because her parents actually go out and buy good art supplies. Her mother is a fine arts major and all, so it makes sense, but still...sigh. I can only dream of that many art supplies in one place. Whine whine. In any case it was a super awesome day. Although I now understand why gluttony is a sin, I ordered a pizza for the whole time I was there (1:30 to 8:30 p.m.) and ate it all. UGH. I feel faaaat. Tomorrow I eat healthy.

This week coming up is TCAF, Toronto Comic Art Festival and nearly ALL of my favorite web comic/web artists are going to be there. It's going to be a cool awesome place full of cool awesome people who like doing what I like and I am missing out man.

I have a fear that next year if I go (and I really want to) that it'll suck and everyone I want to see will not be there, or I'll just miss everything basically. I'll miss everything cool and die angry. WORST THING EVER.

This time next year I want to be a semi-popular web comic artist with a somewhat loyal following and go there and meet all those cool awesome people I want to meet and rub shoulders with, as it were. I have a shtick. Muslim Artist. That's all it takes. haha.

Wow. I whine a lot. Okay anyway. Tomorrow should fun. I am babysitting and before that I'm hanging out with some friends for a barbeque. Woo~! I should probably bring something.

So! That's it for this entry. Later days!

Autumn-bot out.

P.S.

the art today is more Stevie and some other randoms.

alarm bells from russia with love

2009-05-06T21:32:00.000-07:00

I'm not as bitter about classes at the moment. I quite like my professor. He's Ukrainian with a think accent and he teaches Russian history. Oh my God. I nearly died. I was hoping for this exact scenario. AND AND. He's totally ridiculously good looking. Like ukrainian David Thewlis. With a nicer nose. So so cute. The class itself is nice too, it's a relaxed atmosphere. I'm into that.

I did have a stressful day coming in though. I'm house-watching for a friend and her alarm went off and wouldn't stop even though i had the goddamn code! SO I was kind of freaking out for like four hours, no joke. Thank goodness for their neighbour Victor. He totally saved the day, and her grandfather came to help too. He was so sweet. I felt so stupid after it was over with. I had the code and it wouldn't stop and just, AUGH. It's over now anyway. I went through a row of double chocolate chip chewy cookies in my emotional distress. Tomorrow I am going back to water the plants and study for a couple hours, so fingers crossed nothing happens.

Strangely enough over the last week or so I've been a bundle of socially awkward nerves. It's so weird. I'm not any shyer than normal, but I say the DUMBEST things and giggle awkwardly while wringing my hands and so on. I find I am wringing my hands often. I can't seem to speak articulately any more either. I am very annoyed about this new development in my life. I am going to read some good literature. But then again I have been reading so many dumbed down novels and such I don't know if I can. AUGH. Lame.

Anyway here are some more pictures from our new camera. and a picture for one of the graphic novel ideas I have. AND you can see my lovely bag.

Autumn-bot out

2009-05-05T12:57:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TbCT0pG5iw4

EEEEEE.

I am so excited!

History class Cameras And House M.D.

2009-05-04T17:47:00.000-07:00

So I ended up registering for a course. Thanks Dad. UGH. Anyway, it's monday and wednesday for 3 hours a pop and it's russian history after the 17th century. I kind of just closed my eyes and pointed.

In better less depressing news, we have a new camera! Yay. It a Fujifilm finepix S1500. It's like a mini SLR. Sweet. I will put up some pictures of me and my university.

Oh man House is on right now. I love House. He's detoxing! WHAT. I know. Cuddy is helping him out with it. OHMAN. THEY ARE GOING TO DO IT AT SOME POINT. I have been waiting for their relationship to hurry the hell up since like, 3rd season. OHMANOHMAN. I think they are going to do it right now. It ended with them making out like nuts and tearing clothing off. Excellent. Kay. Awesome.

...I watch far too much television. Especially since I get so emotionally involved with fictional characters. Doctor shows and Detective/Police shows. I'm all about those. Has anyone seen the Mentalist? SO GOOD. And the main character is a total hottie.

Anyway. I am going to draw stuff. Later Days!

Autumn-bot out

Bored at home

2009-05-03T12:14:00.000-07:00

Man. I am bored today.

Okay. So, like. In a couple months, there is a Comic Con happening where I live (october 31st to november 1st I believe). I want in on Artist Alley so bad, but I'm not sure what to draw, other than like the usual fare I guess. You know, comic book characters re-popularized by newer movie renditions. Also Adam West is coming. So Batman is totally a go. UNF Batman. Also Watchmen! I love me some Watchmen. Rorschach is my favorite character.

Anyway, I know it's kind of early to be thinking about this, but I'm missing the Anime convention this year because of a family trip. This con is actually way better anyway (sorry guys!) and I'm more into american cartoons. It's a more similar culture to my north american sensibilities (hah!) and (usually) I can find good ones without copious amounts of tits and ass shots. Jesus. There will be anime fans there I know for sure so i'll draw some Naruto or something for good measure.

I really like Justice league and Spiderman and all that, so any suggestions for pictures?

I'm thinking these:

Batman
Justice League
Iron Man
Watchmen
Stuff by Neil Gaiman. I love that guy so much.
X-Men. (mostly Wolverine. I like him best haha. Ooh. And Jubilee. And others. I have a lot of favorites)
Avatar the Last Airbender

And some original stuff. Obviously. I'm not going to make the same mistake of overdoing or over-printing my stuff again though. GOSH. I'd like to make money this time thanks.

By then I hope to have the first issue of a comic I've wanted to start for awhile done by then. It's an Islamic themed comedy-romance Graphic Novel. WHAT. I know. Here are some sketches I did of the main characters today while bored. Along with some old Tegaki-E sketches! ooh! aah! Man those are old looking. His hair used to be so long. But I got annoyed drawing SO impromptu haircut. Gosh he's cute.

Welp. That's all for now kids. I'll talk to y'all later

Autumn-bot out.

Still Cold but I am burning with YOUTH

2009-05-01T16:10:00.000-07:00

Yeah not really. Can you tell Lee and Gai Sensei from Naruto are totally my favorite characters? They are so ridic. I love them. Anyway, life so far, I have a new travel bag, well. I'm making it my travel bag and it's totally gorgeous. It's like powder blue and one of the ladies who owns the vintage shop where I brought it from painted a blue bird on it. It's so cute.

Today I have to go to school (University yet. oh my) to check my marks because my parents WON'T STOP ASKING. God. I definitely don't want to find out. Fingers crossed I passed everyone. I wish I could learn stuff but not have to go to school. It would make my life that much more awesome. While I'm there I am going to print out a couple more resumes and cross my fingers that I get a job in the next, like, day. I mean, at the risk of sounding trite and selfish, I don't want to take a spring course. It's like, I'm here in Canada for little over a month and you want me to take more school? I've been in school non-stop for 13 years. I don't think 4 months of no school is going to kill me. I would rather not go and I'll do stuff around the house and shit. I don't want another course.

Isn't it more conducive to better marks if i WANT to go to school? Think about it. If I don't want to go, my marks will suck. What don't you get dad? I really hate this. Excuse if I didn't appear to be working hard enough. So sorry that I don't appear to be working hard enough for you.

Whining aside, I've been drawing self indulgent journal comics I'm going to start posting as soon as I scan them up and fix them up. They're usually silly and you can see into the inner working of my MIND. Scary stuff kids.

Today was a pretty rough day all in all. What with getting into a big fight with my mom and leaving home angry. Never good. I spent half an hour in the park swinging and crying. I don't do fights very well. Then I walked from my neighborhood to the university because I am broke and jobless. I now have a blister if anyone cares. From there I got nothing done because MARKS AREN'T OUT YET. Oh my God. It wasn't a total waste of day though and some nice things happened and the walk was rather nice. I didn't really notice though because I was wallowing in self pity.

Well anyway. Here's some art. Tis all emotion like. Also, it is old. like a year or so. 6 months whatever. ANYWAY. just so you know.

Autumn-bot out

Where are you nice weather?

2009-04-30T10:21:00.000-07:00

So I don't approve of this cloudy weather thats all cold and shit. The only thing I like about it is it's like living in a Tim Burton film. God I love his movies. Anyway. I've been wearing my black sweat pants because all my pants are dirty and I feel like white-trash. Super Ew.

I have to catch a bus in a few minutes so here is a summer picture to distract you from the short post.

Uh...yeah.

2009-04-28T12:44:00.001-07:00

So I am trying out the blogging thing again as it is a good way to get word out about any of my future endeavors. Mostly art related. So if you like art, then WELL this is the blog for you. Speaking of which, I finished my first real art 'job'. A wicked cool lady in my community asked me to make a poster for the annual islamic camp. WHich completed to satisfaction gets me a hundred bucks. WHAT. I know, super awesome right? I'm really excited since this is the first time in my life that has happened. Even my dad was proud. Which is weird generally, but he said, and i quote, "I am happy about this". YAY. I am over the moon about that.

So yeah. Despite being full of icky sick germs, I am feeling pretty good. Also I traced (CHEATER ALERT) the outline of one of my Photobooth pictures. And that is the result. Yes Ladies, I AM single. haha

Autumn-Bot out.